and be facing the other way again.
Why do we sleep through these great rotations?
The night sky sometimes likes a good conversation,
and gives me plenty of time to speak before thinking.
from Syzygy by Rachael Boast
Have I slept through the great rotation? It does not feel that way to me. For I have been busy and attentive, watchful below the surface. During winter months the soil is not half so dead as we might believe. It may not yield to boot or hoof but dig an inch below the iron clods and life is teeming in miniature. Likewise under insulating pond ice and in the clenched buds of the hedgerow. Relative warmth lingers. It is a veneer of sleep, skin deep.
Sometimes words are obedient and come when I whistle. Other times not. Other times they are away somewhere in the long grass, lying low, waiting for their moment to spring a surprise. When the game is up they come lolloping home, all ears and muddy paws and playful slobber. Then they can make me laugh and cross in equal measure. And every once in a while the words come in gluts; big windy blocks of verbs and tenses and clauses that set the flags snapping and the hallyards rattling. There is nothing to be done but let out all the reefs and surf home on a long reach. Those are the rare days.
Winter is a time of preparing. There is nothing wasteful about the season of economy. So when the words don't come it is not a cause for worry. I hold off whistling for a while, until the grass is grown long enough to hide in. I make fast and wait for the first riffles of breeze to lift the burgee, for the soil to soften and the wrens and robins to shake snow from their feathers and remember to sing their old quarrels. And then when the buds swell and the words come, I hope they will be clean and neat.
Welcome back. Lovely to read your exquisite prose again.
ReplyDeleteHey thank you Ben! So kind as always, I am genuinely touched. Glad to know not all my regular readers have deserted me! :-)
ReplyDeleteWe have not deserted :-) and look forward to more posts
ReplyDeletePresumably you have seen that Ray Bradbury has died. I had a bottle of Dandelion Wine in memory.
ReplyDeleteHello Ben. Yes, a sad loss. He has been part of my life since childhood. I hope to post a short piece to mark his passing in the next few days.
ReplyDeleteI'm hugging my books closer to me thinking of one of his quotes: 'You don't have to burn books to destroy a culture. You just stop people reading them'.
ReplyDeleteThis comment is just to let you know that I have given you a 'Liebster Award' on my blog as one of my five favourite blogs. Here is hoping you will come back from time to time.
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